Damn.

Its 4am, and I can't sleep. I'm sleepy but I can't sleep. Its completely fucked up really. More on my mind again, this time its my best friend. I started college in September 2007 with no friends at all.. an argument at highschool had left me fallen out with all my friends. Anyway, I made these 2 amazing friends who I saw outside college alot. But 1 is my best best friend, me and him think alike, we like the same things and he is just a really awesome guy. Today he told me that his uncle who has his own restaurant is giving him the opportunity to go and work in this restaurant. You're probably thinking "thats fantastic" but get this, its in Japan!!! =[ which sucks to be honest. He would be living with his uncle and working in his restaurant for well... I don't know how long but its a job offer for the end of this college year. I knew all about his uncle, I just didn't realise he would give him that opportunity really. Hes not 100% sure if hes going to go yet, I mean he has a wonderful girlfriend who he has been together with now for about a year and he doesn't wanna leave her.

I'm happy for him... really I am.. but if he goes, I'll just feel a bit empty. If that doesn't sound too emo'ish.

I start back at college today at 1pm. Should be good fun seeing everyone again really! I'm looking forward to it!

Just, I can't believe I've made a good friend and he might just be disappearing.... but thats life eh?