I started my first counseling session on Wednesday. If you look back a bit you'll see one of my blog posts on my bad dreams with my dad being involved with them. Its still happening, not as often as it was at the start, however they are still happening 3 weeks later. I told my college tutor about them on Monday, she is only the 2nd person to know, 1st is my best friend. She just talked to me for a bit then said it would be best if I got some counseling for this, just to talk it over and try and figure it all out. So, I started my first one on Wednesday and it went brilliantly. I sat down, nice comfy sofa, and just talked to my councilor. We spoke alot about my past, and also quite abit about my family in general, and of course the dreams. She managed to really make things clear to me, and although we only had an hour together it really did help. Its too complicated and long to explain on here but I know the dreams are only happening because I was scared of my dad for so long. I still am scared incase he ever randomly finds me, on top of this I've got a weird and deep fear that he could be stalking me and we talked about this alot as well. I have another session next Thursday with her for another hour.
Tonight is the first night I've been home since Sunday night haha, I've stayed round my friends house for Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday night. Then today we had a day off college because of the teachers strike across England. So me and about 8 other people went to the cinema to see a film called "21" which is all about maths, and making a system to win in blackjack. It was really good, and it was a great laugh haha!
Oh and I booked my theory test for my driving on the 1st of May. I'm scared, haven't really practiced much.. I'm gonna do it loads over this weekend. Woops. lol.
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