What a day!

Okay so yesterday my lecturer at college told me that I had an outstanding assignment due in. I was obviously confused because before the Easter holidays (about 3 weeks ago) I made sure everything was in. This particular assignment that she is on about I did months ago, but then it was given back to me to add changes. I spent around 3 and a half hours making all these changes and its not one of those things where someone can say "are you sure you did it?" because I remember making the changes and re-handing it in. But no, they don't have it. So, this morning before I left college I checked my computer for this assignment, it wasn't there. I checked my removable hard-drive and it was on there but it was the original unedited version!!!!! I've been busy all day and haven't really had much of a chance to do it, and now its 1am, and I'm probably going to have a sleepless night trying to finish this so I don't get chucked off the course. Grr, stupid college!

However, other than that slight misfortune I did actually have quite a good day. I went to college 9:00am-1:30pm and then me and about 6 other people went down to Bournemouth beach for a bit of fun. We played a bit of footie on the beach, just a small kick about, then we all just jumped in the sea and swam right out .. couple of people were in trunks, I on the other hand wore my jeans and top in. I'm super self conscious about my chest so I never really show it in public.. however, for this rare occasion I took it off and wow, It felt really weird, but good! I got a sudden confidence boost it was really odd! Anyway, so I swam about for a bit, the water was actually quite warm as it was a hot sunny day so it wasn't like we froze or nothing. Back to my confidence boost; we got out of the water and played a bit more football. Then my friend saw these two girls, one was ugly the other was completely hot! He went over and jokingly asked the ugly one for her number for my other friend haha, just as a harsh joke. But anyway, when he came back I went over there to talk to them and got both their numbers, and my picture taken with one of them! All this happened with my top off!!! I know it sounds like nothing big but you have no clue how much it means.. for the first time since I was 13 I not only had my top off in public and around other people, but I felt confident about it as well! Obviously I still wanna lose a bit of weight, but I'm now only 138 pounds, I want to be around the 120 pounds mark. Still though, I'm over the moon!

I text those girls for most of this evening, and then I asked one of them if she was busy this Saturday night, so we're going out for a stroll along the beach - ya know, for a chat and everything just to get to know each other. Shes 21, I'm 17 so there's an age gap, but who cares.

So now after all that I'm shattered, and I'm literally falling asleep at the keyboard, however, I have to stay up for at least another 2-2 and a half hours to finish this bullshit assignment because those incompetent buffoons in the catering office can't file a stupid assignment which I handed in months ago!