Woo, I almost pulled!

Yeah so I'm round my best friends house again tonight. Had to escape the weird parents haha. We went out for dinner today and the whole thing was just one big akward silence. So yeah, I decided to go round my best friends house!

Firstly, we were outside, "chilling" at about 11:30 and some good looking girl walked past. I whistled and then when Jamie went back inside I walked over to her. Got chatting, went to her house, went inside, had a few beers, had a chat, almost had sex. She kissed me alot, and she was a bittt drunk. Anyway, one was like 20 something, the other one who was completely sober was apparently 39 lol! MILF MILF MILF MILF MILF MILF MILF MILF MILF MILF MILF MILF MILF MILF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But then someone had to ruin it all when he called me. I went back inside and then we chilled for a bit. So fucking random so cool!

Then we went out, smoked, fuck knows, went for a walk managed to hide in a wood, steal a flag from a golf course? WTF

Ugh, I drank alot of vodka earlier and now I've drunk about 2 beers and I can feel my face getting hot, my eyeballs are going funny.. and I know i'm tipsy.. hahaha slightly.

FAG TIME! 

Yay, no more of my monday night practical!

Woo I went to college today and got told that we don't have any more Monday night practical lessons! Usually we would finish at about 8:30pm - 9pm but now we finish at 4! Yay! So today instead of working hard me and my best friend and everyone else went down the beach. I didn't wanna get burnt again so I just hopped straight in the water with my friends and we swam about for a bit as always. The water was dead calm today so we could swim about without getting battered by waves - even though those waves are great fun! Then I decided to jump off the pier and so I jumped off it, right towards the end of it as well where it would be most deep.



Yeah, so I jumped off here (see above picture) and as I landed in the water I dived in too close to the edge. Later on when I got out both my legs, and foot, and nipple (weird I know) were all cut up and bloody. God knows what happened I can't really remember, all I remember was jumping in, then attempting to swim back to shore, with the help of my friends dingy. I'm not a very strong swimmer see. I can swim, just not very strongly. 

So, last time I wrote here I said I was going to quit smoking. Yeah that's gone out of the window now really. Just brought a pack of 40 B&H Silver today. I'll quit at a later date.. whenever that is. 

The weekend was pretty fun as well actually. Every year there's this big food festival called the Christchurch Food Festival and I went to it and got some really yummy stuff. Basically small food companies from all over England come down and sell their top notch products. I got a range of cheeses, some fresh lemonade, a smoothie made with tons of home-grown fruit, some organic meat, some tomatoes, non-dried garlic, some bread, some dips and other stuff which I can't remember. I blew £150 somehow though. Well, my parents did, not I personally though. Saw a ton of college lectures there too and Karl, who used to be on my course but quit. He was working in a hot dog stand and I said hi. 

More fun on the beach!

Today was another hot day, so me and my whole college group went down the beach for a couple of hours. I needed a pair of swim/beach shorts really badly because I keep going in the water in my jeans, which them gets sand all over them. So, me and my friend popped over to JJB sports and we got a pair of beach shorts. They are black with a white stripe down the middle, pretty sweet actually, especially for the price. Anyway, then we headed down for the beach and as always we sunbathed, swam in the sea and had a laugh. I'm still red as hell though, and I can feel my face tightening up and my arms are beginning to sting alot.

Turns out I didn't have to do that ICT Exam in the end, I went there, sat down and then they said that apparently I didn't have to do it. I'm going to double check it over with some people at college but at least I didn't have to do it! Wooo!

I really need to quit smoking, I started back in late October time and I've just been smoking ever since. Its terrible and I need to quit. I was running around Bournemouth today, I ran from college to JJB Sports in the middle of town, and then from JJB to the beach and the whole time I was out of breath and seriously unfit. I had 5 today, which is bad enough as it is, its not the highest I've ever had in a day but 5 for me is pretty high, usually its only 2 maybe 3 a day. I wanna quit and get fit again. I would love to start going swimming every morning down at the gym with my stepdad (because he likes doing that, and hes done it before) but he doesn't seem to wanna go at the moment even though I keep asking him to. Saying that though, he has been acting a bit strange lately.. me and my councilor talked quite a bit about it, all private though. If worse comes to the worse though and my stepdad doesn't wanna go full stop then I will just go on my own even though I would rather go with someone - makes it more fun that way.. have little competitions to see who can swim the furthest.. etc. Its just something to do to get back to a fit state again, and also its something to do with him seeing as we never do anything together anymore.

So, as of tonight I am quitting smoking, and will keep you updated on how it goes. Its just a dirty habbit at the end of the day, and as much as I enjoy doing it, its really not good for me at all.

Ow, I'm sun burnt

Well, Bournemouth is having a few very very hot days lately. So yesterday me and my mates went down the beach for a couple of hours. We sunbathed, then swam about in the sea for a while. It was great fun because there were these huge waves and everyone was out in the sea jumping up and getting pushed along by them, it was great fun! I think I swallowed a bit too much sea water though lol, but its all cool.

But then I got home and as I was leaving to go to my best mates house I looked in the mirror and sure enough, my face and arms are red and burnt. And now it hurts.

So now I've gotta do some crummy ICT exam, with my skin feeling tight and hot. Oh well! 

Wow, alot to catch up on.

Okay so its been a week since I last updated this. What a week its been!!! Yeah obviously my weeks and weekends aren't as fun as some (going out getting drunk, smoking weed and seeing naked girls haha) but its still pretty fun.

Firstly, I got this game about 2 weeks ago for my Wii called "bully" and I've pretty much completed it (how sad I know). I have 89% completion on it, I've done all the bike races, go-kart races and even unlocked the go-kart and BMX helmet. I've done all my lessons, unlocked all the extras, found all the rubber bands, D&G cards, gnomes, brought all the stuff from the towns carnival, done all the extra missions.. *babbles on* so yeah I've done it all. So, I was wondering what this last 11% was and so I looked online, apparently theres this secret area once you've done everything which you can do extra secret missions. But I'm yet to find it. 

More news about my job. I quit last weekend, but didn't tell anyone. Yeah basically I got told to go in the fridge to get some pre-cooked tomatoes out for the full English breakfast and the tomatoes had mould all over them. I went to throw them away, got shouted at, then watched in horror as they shoved them in the microwave for 30seconds then served them. I wasn't going to let it happen so I walked out into the restaurant and found the people, I took their plates and explained what had happened. My boss was not happy lets just say that much, and she shouted at me, alot, and said they would probably get health and safety inspectors round. So I just said "okay, well I quit. sorry". Got my wages, walked out. But then just by pure luck I got a phone call from the head chef at the hotel I'm going to for my work placement (come June) and he wanted to know If I wanted to do some weekend work for some cash. So, my first shift was the other day. I know I won't be quitting this any time soon. At all, the kitchen is amazing, food is lush and the chefs are awesome. I know the head chef, hes called Ken, hes a part time lecturer at my college who has taught me before so he knows me quite well. Sorry for quitting I know it gets me nowhere, but It was fucking disgusting to be honest, horrible and vile and I don't think i've ever seen anything so bad in my life. 

Ages ago, I knew this girl called Abi. Anyway, to cut the whole story short she had somehow met this 40 year old guy. She was only 16 (I feel harsh for saying this next bit) but she was young and naive, she had issues with the way she looked (even though she was beautiful) and thought that she was ugly and would never get a boyfriend. Somehow she managed to get with this 40 year old guy, much to my disagreement. The last time we spoke she was moving in with him in his flat, and they were having sex. I explained to her that he was probably some creep only in it for the sex, I mean he was only enough to be her father and yet he was just taking the piss and leading her on. I was right in the end, I contacted her the other day after reading something about them breaking up. Turns out he got back together with his ex and left her to fend for herself. I feel really bad for her, obviously anyone would. I mean she now has no home because she got kicked outta her house by her parents, then she quit 6th form, she has no job and is currently living in a hostel. So, we've been talking and stuff, I wanna meet up with her soon if she gets the chance, and see if she needs any help with anything, or if she needs a place to stay for a bit. Shes cool with it. 

So, now I got a crappy week to look forward to. I gotta do 3 assignments by Thursday. 1 of which I've not even started yet, the other 2 I'm only a little way in. OH and I forgot. I failed my car theory test. But, I'm not too pissed off about that, I knew I was gona fail because I didn't practice enough, my own fault really. I'm just gona re-book is ASAP and then actually practice tons for it. I only practiced for about 5 hours total. I shoulda done alot more.

Okay, so I just introduced my best friend to blogspot. I showed him my blog and he decided to get one himself. I was a bit skeptical about showing it to him at first because its got some personal stuff on there, but thinking about it now there's nothing he doesn't know about, so its all cool. If you are interested in reading his blog then go to secret-successions and check it out. Hes a really cool guy and he writes about alot of deep and interesting stuff. 

I got paid on Saturday, then on Sunday I just went into Bournemouth for the day, did aload of shopping and managed to somehow splash out £76 in one day. I got this game called Bully for the Wii, and a new CD called Pure Garage: Back to old school which is fantastic! If you like a bit of old school UK garage, and drum and base then you should seriously get this, well worth it! Then I got my mum some chocolates, but just so she wouldn't moan about the fact that I spent my entire pay check on her haha. After that I went and got myself a McDonald's because I'm cool like that, then I got the bus to my friends work and we hung out there for a bit, then disappeared to Poole quay for a bit, wasted some money on the fruit machines. Then we had a couple of smokes, then I went home. Now I have £0, and not even enough money to get the bus to college. Today, I took £2.20 for bus fair tomorrow when I come home from my friends house. Then I will have to take another £2.20 the next day, and keep going until I next get paid. Whenever that is...........

My friend just asked me a question. If there was a gun being pointed at my head, and I was told "its either you, or one of your two other class mates" who would take the bullet? I don't find this selfish at all, but I said one of my class mates, simply because I am a bit of a selfish person and would rather care about my own life than someone Else's. I know this makes me a supermassively evil person but hey, its life, and we live with these things.

Tomorrow in college we get to make lots of yummy stuff, and taking about yummy stuff I made strawberry and prosecco jelly at home which was lovely. Incase you want the recipe:

*200g sugar

*150ml water

*8 large strawberries

*6 Gelatin sheets

*200ml Prosecco wine

You mix with sugar with the water and heat until dissolved. Then add 4 chopped strawberries and bring to the boil, then cook it for 5 minutes at boiling point to make a syrup. Drain it into a separate bowl and cool slightly. Add the gelatin sheets to cold water until soft, then mix in with the warm syrup. Then add the 200ml of wine and stir together. Get glasses out, or whatever you are using to put the jelly in, and fill halfway with small chopped strawberries. Then pour the mixture in, this way the strawberries will float on top. Then cool overnight in the fridge for about 12-15 hours. 

I found a key logger on my pc

Wtf is going on. I was installing something today, a driving theory cd-rom and when I closed it up pops this key logger lite program.. I have a nose around and from the first day I had this new pc its been recording everything I type. All my personal conversations, blog entries, msn, lw, the lot, all recorded on it. I've tried removing it, I can't, so I'm getting tech help from some contacts I know.

I suspect its my stepdad or both my parents who are in on this, doing it to keep tabs on me. In fact I know its them. I just had ago at my mum, and she seems to know nothing about it, but whatever. At the end of the day, I do look at porn, I download music and I talk about personal issues with friends.. stuff I wouldn't want anyone else knowing about, and yet every word is being recorded. Its an invasion of my own privacy.

Until its gone I'm going to be way more careful about what I type... its so unfair. I'm 17.. wtf?